-=a horrid grrl w/ a bad attitude=-

attention

2004-08-08T00:08:11Z

new livejournal
www.livejournal.com/users/alienz_predat0r
add me pls! i wont be using this one anymore..
thankz =)

takin a breather..

2004-07-26T20:19:53Z

sorry i havnt updated in such awhile.. ive been trying to get so many thingz done lately..thingz are going pretty swuave..
im very happy to say the least =D jonz moved in and everyday is a blast.. hes so easy to talk to and so entertaining to be around it gets better everyday.. he's parents are still getting used to me.. but he's mom is catching on i can tell by the way she looks at me sometimes..jon is very happy too =) and im so glad he is.. INCODE is doing so well i cant belive how awesome their new manager is i love her shes great! shes very good for them she's actually taking them places putting them to work and its great i respect her shes doing very well.. they already have a tour booked and their sponsership in the works im so glad jon is enjoying himself and taking pride in what he does because incode is going places.. good shit i should say and their new stuff is amazing i like it.. and ive only heard the uncompleted stuff.. wow.. lol well..other than that nurya is here =)) but she's at eddies house right now cus she promised she'd sleep over their house when she was in town... and other than that.. the wedding has been pushed to december .. itz just better that way.. more time to plan everything more time to make everything organized then making everything into such a rush.. but nonetheless im so happy..=) well i guess thats all for now luv ya all =)

[x]anouceAment!![x]

2004-06-28T18:13:13Z

az must of you might know ive been engaged to jon for awhile now ^_^ and people are always asking me when iz the god damn event.. well people.. were drawing pretty damn near i might say *happy lil grin* september iz it.. it may be on the 25th i am not sure we need to go to downtown and make sure but september is it people =DDDDD so if u ppl want to come make a post =)..

love you baby!!
<333

[x] new s/n [x]

2004-06-21T21:05:04Z

new s/n kidd0'z
[x] bl00dyGen0cyde [x]
add me

[x] dissapointment rearz itz ugly lil' head again [x]

2004-06-17T22:47:49Z

HmmM.. where to start i just had to post thiz f0r obviouz reas0nz i guess..
im really hating thiz mirror fuckin image ppl are sendin you ya know' ? i hate it when you meet someone and you think theyre so awes0me and s0 great and funny and you enjoy their company n all turnz on her ultra bitch m0de and turnz into something that if someone told me i would of never believed otherwise...i dont get it.. why do people continuely do thiz?
what do they get fr0m it? fame? respect? hell if i kn0w! all i kn0w iz it hurtz to see such a cool person be taken away and overtaken by thiz bitchy .. THING!...that wasnt like them at all in the beggining... you say your not obessed with him you say your not in love with him.. then why do u keep drawing the attention to you and him??? im not trying to be smartass or anything but.. if u hate him like u say.. and you say u want nothing to do with him why do u keep drawing the attention to yourself and him?? if it was really how u say that u just cannot bare the site of him or the name bringup of him then you would of just terminated any contact with him.and you say itz for revenge but what do you really get out of it? either way theyre gonna be ppl who apose you and theyre gonna be ppl wh0 are with you all the way if u want the shit talking to end u must start with urself.. again not being a smartass just tellin it how it iz.. well how i see it anyway. even thou the conv0'z of him u posted were EXTREMLY fishy knowing the way he talkz n all..i dont think showing the world a conversation is gonna get u anywhere if he is so meaningless to you.. why do you even spend ur time talking about him posting about him or even that cute lil trick the the guestbook thing? im not trying to be rude im just saying none of this is g0nna s0lve thiz i gurantee it.all im saying the thingz u were doing was just a cheap sh0t and i know the person i saw the person i first met wasnt like that at all..
the person i first met was awesome fun and all the g00d stuff and i hate t0 see what has bec0me but theres nothing m0re i can do then to see and be aware and i guess she taught me a lesson maybe i shouldnt have this whole image of a person untill i reaaaaaaaaaaaallllly know em' well thnx then.. and um i guess thatz all i have to say for now atleast...

R.I.P t0 the 0ld pers0n i knew =D

-=new stuff=-

2004-06-14T16:59:39Z

im apologize for not posting as much as i used to but as must of you might know my computer status has been on n off now i finally got a new computer and i will start posting again in my lj thou and i will be fixing everything and making a new layout i should think.. but anywho my new computer is doing this thing that when i sign on it will let me sign on and stuff but then a couple minutes after this window plops up and says my computer is gonna shut down in 60 seconds some system shutdown bullshit does anyone out there know of any way to help me pls i would really appriciate it thnx!

-=st*r=-

[-= maj0r updatez =- ]

2004-01-05T22:33:52Z

well finally im updating diz sheeit.
s0 h0wz the w0rld d0ing? lol
HAPPY NEW YEAR f0r all u that care =)i hope it was a good one.

during thiz whole time ive been "absent" from the world quite some junk hAZ happend.
my parentz split up. no pitty. i wanted it to happen. not in a evil way it just had to the constant fighting was just ANNOYING. and getting in the way. and i think they both dont need that so im moving in with my dad and nukkaz going to live with me so i think thingz are starting up to a good new yearz i should say =) but i think there is something i should discuss

when you care about someone or something you should embrace it. you never know what you have till itz gone it may sound cheesy but u have no idea how god damn true it iz. sometimes we think well we have it so we dont have to maintain it and we remain carefree till itz gone then we embark on struggle to get it back. but if u dont appriciate thingz when theyre we there. do we really deserve it back?. i mean do we have the previlge? then again second chances are something we should all look into. all people come face to face with errors suffer consequences. why make a suffer go on for such more by not giving it another chance? people learn from mistakez you should atleast hand another chance. 3 timez i consider abuse no more. but why delete the process we have created known as trail n error. trial n error is something we all need to look into to let that something u think is beautiful become beautiful again, if you love someone and that someone needz to make a difficult desicion and they come to you. you should feel honored as to such a fact that they came to you for your knowledge but the fact that ppl honor you and they give u a opinion that knows will benefit themselves as well iz pure selfness when the opportunity presentz itself do not think of yourself but the person who came to you with respect and was not afraid to seek help and nonetheless come to you. well i think thatz enough.....

[-= h0rrid iznt it' ? =-]

2003-12-18T22:41:59Z

just finished my work.

ok listen up peep0rz'
i feel this is an issue i think i have to discuss!'
d00d.. when you tell s0me0ne ur gonna come over
and some other thingz come up and you wanna go to the other place instead...
//[.dont.]\\ //[.lie.]\\ !!

dont try to make up all these thingz.
im sure ill survive.
o doll.
ill try to live.!

dont u guyz agree?

<3

2003-12-04T22:07:44Z

where da fawk' are my candy canez??
i just want to let everyone know i want candy canez..
lol

anywho.

nothing new.
i dont think so anyway.
work is boring.
uh- friday im getting a new comp.
so ill be on and updating my sheeit m0.
m0re intresting p0stz for the kidd0z .
ooo yes...
well hey there baby.
how r u
ooo i want u lol
nv im b0red at w0rk and shit comes out
......no commentz nukka.....
0h and just t0 add to my random dont know who is this i.ms...

xile cs: hi
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: hey
xile cs: whats up?
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: nothing much
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: chillen at the holidayy in
xile cs: lol
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: lol
xile cs: that coo dawg
xile cs: =P
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: fo sho !
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: =D
xile cs: fo sheezy my neezy
xile cs: right thuur to jupituur!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: ahah!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: all up in my heezy for sheezy eating my lemon pezzy on a side with a p0cket full of poseyyy for shoo siez
xile cs: lol
xile cs: nukka plz
xile cs: dont try me sawgheezy
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: nukka pls!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: man who is this?
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: o hell naw
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: lol

no answer...
-=ponderz=-

uhhh.. next side dish pls???

[-=p0em for my love=-]

2003-12-03T22:39:02Z

to jon =)

As our whisper speaks
Whose image even but now appeared to us was as you know,
Pricked on by a most immaculate
The flow of your veins is what keeps me breathing,
Well ratified by strict conduct
Does not divide of which you speak of a well written destiny
Of majesty of which I doth a apparition loathed for reason of hurt
I pay no mind and continued to hope with a well written destiny in an image of pure terms of which I dreamt
I dreamt with your voice for so long only to turn into a reality
Whispered upon the breath of my shoulder an extended cry of your withdrawal only to find flourishing occasion
In all your purity I believe in your savior
I believe in your purity in which I love
Upon a fearful summon no grave will hold me back
Awake of a new
The extravagant and erring spirit hies to his confine
To lay to rest the insecurity so have I heard and do in part I believe it
But I look the mourn of the past
As a probation of truth blessed with a expression
That dares leave my face

i love you baby

[-=thiz iz just the h0ttest body piercing=-]

2003-11-25T23:02:24Z

http://img.villagephotos.com/p/2003-11/507458/bodypiercing.JPG

[-= t0o funny=-]

2003-11-25T22:50:31Z

ok s0 yesterdaii im tired fr0m w0rk
i mean exhausted!! im laying down in the back
of my sisterz car when bam!!..
i fall unto the car floor.
gee thnx jessy!. i get up 0nly to find out
my sister crashed into the car infront of her.
..i wouldnt even consider it a crash...
thebitch got out of the car and started bitching about
her car.. then my and my sister look at her car
and its SPOTLESS!!.. then we mention it to her and she like
"you act like you dont care about my body"
i immdediatly got out of the car and was like..
"if ur car isnt hurt.. how could u be!"
she claimed that her whole body ached and that her head ached the most. i just simply told her
"the only thing wrong with you is ur head."
my sister calmed me down a bit but then she called the police
and of coursei had to say s0mething gay
i ploped my head out of the car and said
"this bitch be sipping on some seriouz haterade!"
she simply blinked. lol. anywh0
the police thought my sister was hott
and againt he superficial w0rld getz itz way.
cant say im argueing thou.

[-=yes!=-]

2003-11-24T21:42:32Z

holidayz!

u know what that meanz ryte??

CANDY CANES ARE IN!!
i just luff th0ze stripped g00diez

[-=what the fAWKk=-]

2003-11-24T21:22:01Z

WHAT THE FAWK!
what happend d00d. was the full moon out!..
THE MILLIAN DOLLA HOLLA! OR SUMTIN!

everyone this weekend
were horny as fawk and got some.!
i mean... EVERYONE GOT LAID.
or some play!

virginz loosing their virginity.. 4 18 minutes..
i mean wat da fawk!

[-= lol jon=-]

2003-11-20T22:43:08Z

SyNtheTiKDoLLy: but kidz!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: thats taking it too far'
sh00tsANDladders: id pay people to give me their socks
sh00tsANDladders: lol doesnt mean im gonna jerk off into them
sh00tsANDladders: i just like socks
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: wtf!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: lol
sh00tsANDladders: LOL!!
------------
sh00tsANDladders: ur never gonna let me off the hook cause your a kid huh

sowwy i had to p0st it! LOL!

[-= ok ok ok ! NO! =-]

2003-11-20T22:33:31Z

first off...

michael jackson admits to the press that he did in fact pay parents to leave their kids with him and then he pops out with this comment...

In a documentary broadcast on ABC earlier this year, Jackson said he had slept in a bed with many children. ''When you say 'bed,' you're thinking sexual,'' he said in the interview. ''It's not sexual, we're going to sleep. I tuck them in. ... It's very charming, it's very sweet.''

ok no!! ur guilty!!!!! FUCK! GET OVER IT THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME! -=soundz sirens=-
CHILD MOLESTER!

comments. haahha
xsolitaryxsirenx: HAH!
xsolitaryxsirenx: bullshit, lol
xsolitaryxsirenx: that's gross

SyNtheTiKDoLLy: i know!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: hes sick
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: jon thinks hes innocent
xsolitaryxsirenx: damn...where did he go wrong
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: but i think he just saying that cus he molestes kids too
xsolitaryxsirenx: lol!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: <--kid O:-)

sh00tsANDladders: i like mj
sh00tsANDladders: he really is a good guy, he doesnt seem the type to sexually mollest children

ryteeeeeee...
POST YOUR COMMENTS PPL!!!!!!!

[-= um.. ! =-]

2003-11-19T22:18:55Z

im quietly working in my office when ONE OF THE grlz who work here are TRYING to use the vacumm and all i hear iz...

"the VACUMM!!! the VACUMM! IZ ON FIREEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

AND I SEE SMOKE SEEK INTO MY OFFICE DOOR.

SORRY I JUST THINK THATZ FUNNY..
SPEAKING OF FUNNY???

XPreciousNothinX: i ate my report card today

uMMMmM!

SyNtheTiKDoLLy: was it that bad?
XPreciousNothinX: hahaha
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: that u had to cosume it?!?!
XPreciousNothinX: i got... one f ...3 c.s one a and thats it
XPreciousNothinX: wow...nurya gettin n f...
XPreciousNothinX: butttt..theyre malinin it home lol
XPreciousNothinX: so my consumption of it wasnt really necessery
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: lol!

NICEEEEEEEEEEEE

-= omg iz it... why YES IT IS. A POST!=-

2003-11-19T22:01:09Z

t0day.
*ahem*
i got attacked by a very fat and wealthy lezbian..
it was sick.
she was talking to me.
and then
***BAM*** !!
THE BICTH KISSES ME.
normally id be scared to push a big butch grl like that off but i threw that bitch off thou he managed to get her tongue in my mouth but i threw that h0 on da fl00!
o yea n ran lol.

on another n0te....
must .. stop.. skipping..class.

*NOTE END*
ANOTHER NOTE! AHH

°•°•°•FuNNii WaYzS ToO TuRN DowN a Gquy°•°•°•
HE: Do you mind if I sit down?
SHE: Do you mind if I say no?

HE: Can I buy you a drink?
SHE: Actually I'd rather have the money.

HE: I'm a photographer. I've been looking for a face like yours.
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours.

HE: Hi. Didn't we go on a date once? Or was it twice?
SHE: Must've been once. I never make the same mistake twice.

HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out.
SHE: Okay, get out.

HE: I think I could make you very happy.
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?

HE: What would you say if I asked you to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time.

HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why? Don't you already have one?

HE: Shall we go see a movie?
SHE: I've already seen it.

HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.

HE: Haven't I seen you some place before?
SHE: Yes. That's why I don't go there anymore.

HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down.

HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.

HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.

HE: Your body is like a temple.
SHE: Sorry, there are no services today.

-=waddap=-

2003-11-17T23:01:07Z

long time no update? yea s0wwy peep0rz my home c0mp broke so the only time im online is when im at work and i can hardly update at work cause cuz u kn0w..

im w0rking..

lol
well n0thing new or anything but um
if u want randomness here u go

sh00tsANDladders: what about me?
sh00tsANDladders: lol
sh00tsANDladders: i cant feed you?
sh00tsANDladders: dont trust my cooking?
sh00tsANDladders: no soup for you!
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: me star me like stars me get star tattoed on hip me cant lik hip me get mad me cut off right hip me no have hip no mo me cry
sh00tsANDladders: <-- soup nazi

o yea im informally engaged to the love of my lifeee
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
-=dancez=-
mwa i love you jon

WHAT!!

2003-11-14T22:24:37Z

Who are your Celebrity Parents? by opp_girl_4_tp
Your Name
Your Mom	Christina Agulera
Your Dad	Jonathan Davis

Created with quill18's MemeGen!

S0000 CONFUSED!!
ahh whatttt?

fawked up!'

2003-11-05T02:56:56Z

okay so ppl can stop asking whatz wrong

yesterday nyte at around 7:30 me and my sister recieved a phone call
one of my cloest friendz and also my sister best friend. the grl who took care of me since i was a jit' was stabed with a masheti threw the chest that then extended down and came out from her back...

she was 20 yrz old. her name was rocio
she has a daughter... *ayleen*
she 3 yrz old.
thiz iz what ACTUALLY went d0wn last nyte..

well rocio was with both of her sisterz
(natalie-n-pilar)
and natalie was sh0t by thiz guy
and thiz grl stephanie was teasing her about natalie getting shot
so rocio bein the big sister that she is was like
"can u pls shut the fuck up?" and stephanie and rocio started argueing
NOT FIGHTING...
argueing!!!!
and so rocio in attempt to ignore the whole situation turned her back
and pilar her younger sister screamed her name and when rocio turned around stephanie stabed rocio in the chest
rocio pulled the knife out of her chest and pilar took the knife and chased stephanie and stabed her 8 timez in the back. they rushed rocio to the hospital
but because she pulled the knife out of her chest it caused internal bleeding and she died,
me n my sister rushed to the gas station at which everything occured i took care of rocio daughter, ayleen while rocio was rushed to the hospital but when i was taking care of ayleen she was saying to me
"iz that my mommy in there??"
and i was like no sweetie nooo yer mom she working she making money for you. and she gave me the most prettiest smile n said.. OK!!
and she believed it. i cant believe she believed it. then again she 3
stephanie ryte now iz currently in critical condition ..

I.HOPE.SHE.//[DIEZ]\\

ayleen came to my sister n sayz
"poorista mommy, pero ahora esta con abuela"

and for u guyz who dont know spanish
it meanz
"poor mom, but atleast she with grandma now"
(her grandma dead too)

funny thing iz. no one told her that her mom died yet.
i guess she just knew. but you guyz just dont understand the way
ayleen was attached to her mother rocio was with her daughter left and right. ayleen father in jail so right now she dosent have her mom or her dad.
THIZ ALL SUCKZ!

i fucking hate gangz.
i fucking hate murder.
i fucking hate //[YOU]\\

HAH! and wanna know something elze that way m0re fucked up?
all the newz paperz and channelz screwed the whole story around
and made it seem az if rocio punched stephanie first and stephanie did it in act of self defense when in reality rocio wanted to avoid problemz and turned her back fuck articlez there all bullshit.
by the way herez the article.
itz all bull thou.

http://www.miami.com/mld/miamiherald/news/local/7178152.htm

Whylivlife35: And yer mom is no help what so ever correct?
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: she thinkz i have something to do with the crime.
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: me n my sister.
Whylivlife35: Omg.
Whylivlife35: thats so gay.
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: o i know
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: why would i kill one of the only friendz who gave a shit about me n my sister?
Whylivlife35: how fucking stupid
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: she thinkz thiz way becauze me n my sister came out in the newz.
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: but we just came out crying
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: it didnt say we did anything
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: but u know. she dosent care
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: were in the newz linked to the person who was murdered
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: that automaticlly envolvez uz?
Whylivlife35: omg.
Whylivlife35: dude fuck yer mom. shes supposed to comfort you during times like these. Instead shes blameing you for the crime
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: i know.

R.I.P ROCIO
i love you.

obtopsiez @ 2003-10-30T19:48:00

2003-10-31T01:48:54Z

itz so easy to get away w/ liez.
dont tell me u love me anymore.
fawker.

[-=fairuza balk=-]

2003-10-31T01:47:53Z

anyone' out there' got any g00d
*Fairuza Balk* picturez??
itz pretty hard to find GOOD picturez
of her online.
shame too.
SINCE SHE IS THE MOST HOTTEST
CHIK I HAVE EVER SEEN.
she #1 on my list.. o yesss....
-=rubz nipplez=-
OOOO FAIRUZA. lol

in other newz.

wait. i dont have any newz. ??
fawk.

.....gay.....

um. well h0wz every0ne doing t0nyte?
wat da planz be for halloween y0!.. dont got any?!?
WELL NOW YOU DO!!!!

OCTOBER 31ST CREEPERZ BALL!
W/ DEADSTAR ASSEMBLY,MUPPETZ ON CRAK,RETARD-O-BO,INCODE,SIMPLEKILL
HUMAN FACTORS LAB, AND SCARS OF LIFE

and if u all dont go. itz thiz h0'z 6'inch b00tz up ur anal cavity my friendz!
-steppin all over yer crawk' like w0a-
i'll be watching ur intestiez crawl' all over theze b00tz
then ill shine them w/ ur bl00d.
either way im good.
u dont want me good thou.
u want me better.
do as i say.

OH AND FOR ALL YOU HOES.
that got a deadjournal.
add me
www.deadjournal.com/users/bl00dy_Gen0cyde
AND WHY YES..
that iz FAIRUZA BALK in the backround.

[-= nerv0uz breakd0wn =-]

2003-10-14T02:40:54Z

i apologize if i havnt talked to anyone in the past 3 or two dayz al0t 0f issuez in the h0me
have come up' and yea, plz.. this is warning head of tyme.
only read on if u care. thiz iz only a venting entry or to maybe clear up
a couple of thingz ppl r wondering about' .. u have been warned....

Okay well.. This is whatz ^
ever since i was about the age of 9 my mom has just always gr0wn
this hate t0rw0rdz me that she dosent even deny anym0re
which is pretty tense. being talked down since that age,
ive always told myself to just ign0re and n0t care.
but i guess' t0day that just didnt happen....
the thing about my mom iz. she knows just what subjects im weary
or "touchy" on so she just loves to make me feel
this little . <----
so of couse. when the argueing beginz. she just whoopz that shit out like a turkeys head
being prepared for thankzgivin'
so anywh0 i cant really go too much into detail but things got tense.
andi guess i just couldnt be passive anym0re....
..i broke out.. i guess when she told me that when she thought of having kidz
she never thought shed regret having me so from then on
i broke out in tearz and i guess she saw i was weak from then on
and she kept on ranting and told me thati was pathetik'
so thats when um. things got intresting
i just dont know what happend i had a nervouz breakdown
i backed her into a wall and told her every flaw she has and told her
that not even my father could stand her and how he told me the the only reason
he still with my mom its because of me and my sister and my newphew
she pretty much fired back with some stuff i cant post.
but take my w0rd.. it shouldnt have been said.
a m0ther.. well a REAL m0ther. should never have said the thiingz he said.
so i had a nervouz breakdown started throwing things in the house
wh00ped her ass. and to say. the bitch didnt even touch me
i locked myself in my room n pretty much went crazy i was like pulling my hair out.
it was not a pretty site, so i went to the gramaz and she calmed me down
told me nukka would be here and id feel better, i cant believe th0se w0rdz came out of her mouth
but anyways it did. and i felt better for s0me reas0n but yea because of my little "spasism"
i have to go to a phychatrist .. ><... WAIT. and if i must add this. my mom after she was done crying her
pathetik lil eyes out over the chit i said about my dad
she came in my room bitching with a cigg in her hand saying how im destryong her life (ha! me? destroyin HERZ!)
so i was like w/e bitch go smoke ur lil cancer stick.. and sh elooked at me n said
i might smoke lil "cancer stix" but i know what u do and its worse.
and i asked O WHAT IS THAT MOM!.. and she like "i know ur way worse then ur sister
when it comes to weed YOU AND UR LIL PIECE OF SHIT BOYFRIEND"...
what... the .....fuck.... ???

-= oh my =-

2003-10-08T22:06:48Z

sh00tsANDladders: k luv, im out... CALL ME
sh00tsANDladders: i wont go online all night till u call me
sh00tsANDladders: ur font is sexy and all
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: lmao
sh00tsANDladders: but your voice is hotter
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: HAHAHAHAHAHA
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: AHAHAHAHAHAHAH
SyNtheTiKDoLLy: LMAO!
sh00tsANDladders: :-P
sh00tsANDladders: POST THAT IN YOUR JOURNAL!